I really don’t expect that she would says a word behind my back. I treated her as my new friend. I really feel bad to her. Oh God forgive me if I hid something in my heart. I just don’t forget how bubbly she was. She tried to pull me down in front of our mentor. She wants to be in the top without knowing and thinking she already stepped my being. Sometimes there are words better left unsaid than to hurt someone’s feelings and emotions.