How I wish I have a big sister or a big brother. I will never experience that for I am the oldest in the family. My life would have been happier and easier. I have no regrets though. I have no one to confide to of what I am going through aside from God and some close friends. There are things that could not be shared to friends though. That is why I tried to be a good big sis to my siblings. I do things for them as what I want my big sis do to me if ever I have one. It is fun to be a big sis but sometimes the load of care is heavy. I am not perfect but I do the best I think I can. One thing I know for sure that I will never do anything that would hurt or make siblings sad.