One thing I learned and realized in life. Not all the things will be taught to you in school or wherever you are in this world. You need to know the things in life by your own effort and understanding. Even teachers in the school, not all the things you need to learned will be spoon-feed to you, you must do your own part. I am new to you job now, my mentor is the one instruct me what to do but not all the things she is teaching me, most of the things I learned is through my own exploration and by through prayers.