Not yet my time Leave a comment
What had happened to us last day was so unimaginable. I can’t believe it was happening to me. The tragedy kept of flashing back to my memory and I got a hard time sleeping because all I think is why it is happening to me. I lost my balance when the step knot of the motorcycle gave up and I put my full strength into it because I was carrying my baby. Suddenly I was dropped and dragged a little before the motorcycle completely stopped. My left foot was cut and I got a lot of bruises and abrasions. When I stood up, I was asking if how’s my baby? hubby told me she’s fine because I was hugging her so tight in my arm. I really want to cry on that very moment but my tears won’t come out. I am still in the denial stage, I really thought I was only dreaming. When I touched my head I felt the blood coming out because of the impact, banged on a rock. I really felt the pain and after a minute I was already started crying so loud. I never expected that I would still here now. It is not yet my time.
I decided not to tell mother about what happened that time because I know how she will react and I don’t want her to worry so I called my sister Dailyn to come over to help attend my baby because I cannot do it with my own. I really appreciate my sister’s sympathy and support, she drove for 1 hour to come over me. She helped me a lot. I can really rely to her every time when I needed her. She is the only sister who’s still here with us. I would do the same to her. She can expect me to be there when she needed me also. Sisters are priceless! Missing my other sisters abroad. I thanked them also for showing their moral support in spite there was fault in my part to what happened.
A day later we went again for skull series and I praise the Lord for the result was all normal though I still experience some dizziness but I fell better now. All I complain this time is the pain of my abrasion in my lumbar area to the point that I cannot lie on my back because of it. Thank you Lord for sparing my life and my baby. I just learned one thing. God can take our lives in just a second therefore we will use our lives wisely. Invest more on eternal things because that’s only matter.